Sunday, May 14, 2006

The Third

No prizes for guessing what it deals with… yes its love mixed with innocence of a child… with time as my proof and best ally I can safely assume that every one has experienced this the 3rd unnamed feeling... for it is something that is very common .. but people hardly realize that, for you see the beginning for every great love story starts with this …..
This a feeling that is higher than crushes, higher than infatuations, raptures but a rung below love and friendship( y
es I am a person who believes that love and friendship go hand in hand… cause without friendship there is no love and vice versa )
Now I felt this feeling a while back (believe me because for me this passage of time was real hell) don’t go all perverted and assume things…. While you are in this “state of affairs” all that you will wanna do is to sit down in one corner and just looks at the person involved, observe every movement the person makes and feel content.( content like looking at rain beating against the window while holding a steaming mug of soup/coffee your preference…) (for the record …I am over this hill ….select few who do happen to know the name will please abide by their vow of silence)
The symptoms of this sate may vary from person to person (because although we are of the same species, inherent qualities distinguish us from the rest). But in general you will act stupid around the person involved, try to start up a nonexistent conversations…. Try go bump into her around the corner ( after all the observing you happen to know the exact schedule of the person involved) and again say comical things( as far as I am concerned …and wash out the plan I had so meticulously laid out). In my case it was even worse… (I consider myself to be a very dynamic person ... to such a person a relation is something like pure mayhem) I wasn’t able to think straight… you can say she was like Vodka and Gin (500 ml of it in one swing “hard hitting”… ) all I had to do was to look at her and I would go flat…. I mean flat… my 'ok sniffish hip' helped in a sense because he was the excuse I needed to rekindle broken conversations……
I call this a pure feeling cause it is pure … it is the one feeling that proves you to be a human more than any other feeling named or unnamed
I guess this is the third feeling as I felt it you may feel it differently.
Of that i am sure and,
I am sure that you are sure too
To be concluded….

Monday, May 08, 2006

The Second


Those of you who have not yet read about the unnamed feeling( I
call them like that … who knows maybe someone somewhere who has experienced them a lot might have named them) please read the post below first…..
There are totally 3 of them the first one is simple that is it is not complex.. if you get what I am saying then you will understand that the 2nd and 3rd are actually a collection of many emotions and feelings the second for example is a collection of feelings like innocence (which also plays a minor part in the third one),guilt and above all reflections… you don’t understand? Let me elaborate…
Many of you I know would have gone to weddings, funerals, birthdays and what not, but have you ever been to these as a friend of a friend id est. (that is) you are not related to the main tide of the event …that you are there as a mere guest?
Well I have been to a lot event which fit the later description and the ability to mingle and feel the pain/joy of total strangers around you is the second such unnamed feeling
Reflections of feelings are the same as your own reflection... id est. (that is) the ability of mirroring the feeling of the people around you whom you need not necessarily know.
For reflections to be put in action you are in need of a small amount of innocence …. Cause if you see kids/ (animals) (who are undeniably full of innocence) imitate the feeling of the people/ (pack) around them... Laugh and they laugh, cry and they cry (one panics and it spreads like wild fire ……….get a
life and watch animal planet for a change)……
id est.(that is) to feel the pain and joy and other emotions of a fellow human being with out checking to see the thread of people connecting the two of you is to feel the second unnamed feeling
But bear in mind this is tough to experience… cause (judge me no
t) many people leave their innocence at puberty and assume adulthood ….completely shunning
Innocence……..
(To be cont
inued)